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[kissy, kissy, b0Om, boom] [02 Jul 2003|05:12pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I'm starting to detest the internet. There's this unwant in the pit of my stomach everytime I click the AOL 8.0 icon on my taskbar. ;/ Zines? I was contemplating unsubscribing from EVERY zine. Even the ones that I love, and just doing my own thing. BUT that's a bit impossible. I'm subscribed to zines I didn't subscribe to practically every other day. ;/ I think temptation to open and read it would get the best of me. Zine world - you suck right now. ;] KTHXBYE.

2 bitch es| rich

[just because] [30 Jun 2003|02:47pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

<3 Hi. ;] How are you? I'm interested.


[because we're head over heels] [27 Jun 2003|12:24am]
[ mood | hot ]

Oh man. I would really rather not go to summer school. ;/ BLEH. I just don't want to. I have to wake up as though I'm going to school. Luckily, my very nice guidance cousuler gave me two classes to make up. ;) I love her. But not as much as I love Mea.


[ lack of self control ] [22 Jun 2003|10:20pm]
[ mood | sorry ]

Mea, stop being a shitty head fuck face! NOW. I mean it. STOP IT. It's leading me to the point where I'll just say "Fine." And let that be that. Don't let it go there. I apologized. I'd do so directly with you but either you have me on block, or you just don't come online. Nonetheless, I don't care enough to figure it out. Just STOP IT. If I don't hear from you you will POOF. It's not a threat at all. It's a matter of fact.

1 bitch | rich

[ mrs. self destructo ] [20 Jun 2003|11:30pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Hi. Nice to meet you. It's been too long.
I agree.


[ 10 days ] [20 Jun 2003|11:27pm]
[ mood | sad ]

I can't fight this overwhelming need to just cry. I'm lost. I traveled the path, and rendered myself lost. I can blame only me. To be honest, finding my way back wouldn't be so hard if only I was 100% willing to. And I think I am. And I think I will. If you lose me - so be it. If you ;) at me. Good for you. Eitherway, I'm going on without you.


( torn I'm broken ) [20 Jun 2003|08:45pm]
[ mood | disgress ]

Well, yeah, I made cheerleader. ;] I'm excited.

BUT I'm beginning to realize how much I miss ME. Everyday I'm getting more, and more reminders about how I used to be. I even found a notebook from 2001 where I said "My mother tells me that the way I am is just a phase. I hope it's not a phase." Or something to that effect. I found myself saying, "Well, relax past-Lia, it's not a phase, 2003 and still going strong." But I'm not as I used to be. I'm not as FWD. I'm not as out there. And today my dad told me the story of a co-worker who talks to him about their common denominater - their gothic children. I am not gothic, but that's what I'm believed to be. However, my dad was telling me about this woman's 16 yr. old daughter who does what I did. The difference? I DID it. She DOES it. And I want to DO it. I don't know. I'm torn. Torn between what I've become and what I am. I want to find a medium. A middle ground. I will.


( cease prying oculars ) [09 Jun 2003|06:51pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

My baby AN-JEE-LAH gave me a picture of my boy, Manson. Mm. ;D Pardon me while I have little Manson spawn. My sister is having a new baby. A boy again. Two nephews for me. To be completely honest I'm not too sure how I feel about this. My mother plans on throwing her a baby shower. I'm hungry. Mr. Wanat rocked out on his SOLID GOLD electric guitar today in class. He played Black Sabbath, Metallica, Ozzy, Jimmy Hendrix, Sting, and the star spangled banner ( Wanat Remix ). He said his stage name is "Solid gold" because of everything about his guitar being gold, including the wires. It was pretty funny. He worked a sweat. I saw Theresa on the bus today. <3

friend's only journal coming


[05 Jun 2003|09:45pm]

You have been to hell and back! In fact you were even possessed by the devil! Thank goodness for it all though because that is how you were thrown into the arms of John Black! Talk about a hunk! You are a wonderful mother,
even though your middle daughter, Sammi, is a mean little witch! You are always giving free advice and words of wisdom to your family and friends. You are, after all, a gifted psychiatrist, Dr. Evans.

~Which Days of Our Lives Diva are you? ~

( spell ) [05 Jun 2003|09:40pm]
[ mood | okay ]

~Find Your Inner Supermodel~

( doo-doo-doo-doo ) [05 Jun 2003|09:34pm]
[ mood | okay ]

kinapped from angel169

[ siblings ] : Two sisters; Cheyenne {10} and Toshieeda {21}
[ pets ] : Rabbit { Maximus Monstar }, Cats {Na-Na, Halloween, Squeaky}
[ eye color ] : Hazel
[ hair color ] : Dirty blonde
[ best feature ] : Mind.
[ artistic? ] : Definitely.
[ boyfriend/girlfriend now ] : No.
[ color of your room ] : Lavender.
[ hobbies ] : A lot. Zines.
[ what were u doing 15 mins ago ]: Dancing.
[ what are u wearing now ] : Pants and a tanktop.
[ u smoke ] : Definitely NOT.
[ u drink ] : Socially, occasionally.
[ u shy or outgoing ] : Depends.
[ had fun this summer ]: Summer has yet to begin.
[ feature you notice first ] : Eyes, and lips.
[ looks/personality ] : Definitely both.
[ piercings ] : Ears and septum.
[ tan or fair ] : N/A.
[ age difference limit ] : 25+. Call me Lolita.
[ smart/dumb ] : Smart.
[ funny/serious ]: Depends.

[r e l a t i o n s]

[ Best friend(s) ] : N/A.
[ Friends that you look like ] : Porsha.
[ Who you go to for advice the most ] : Honestly, I tend not to ask for advice.
[should talk to more ] : Mandie.
[ skinniest ] : Me. Actually, maybe Calvinia.
[ loudest ] : Me.
[ craziest ] : Not sure.
[ funniest ] : Simone.
[ nicest ] : All.
[ shortest ] : Porsha.
[ tallest ] : Me, or Chrissy-poo-poo
[ changed your life the most ] : Well.

[f a v e s]

[ color ] : Lavender. Pink. Beige. Dary grey. Black.
[ movie ] : Show Me Love {fucking Amal}, The Virgin Suicides, Ginger Snaps.
[ subject ] : English.
[ ocean or pool ] : Ocean.
[ laugh or cry ] : Laugh.
[ diamonds or pearls ] : Diamonds and guns.
[ sunset or sunrise ] : Both.
[ showers or baths ] : Shower-bath. ;D
[ food ] : Pasta. Crab Legs.
[ snack ]: A lot.
[ board game ] : I had a Bethoveen 2 board game I fancied as a kid, and always played with my pal Issac.
[ magazine ] : YM, Cosmogirl, Elle, Marie Claire, Seventeen, Teen people.
[ tv show ] : A LOT.
[ Disney character ] : A lot. Shrek? ;}
[ animal ] : Practically all. Dogs. Horses.
[ drink ] : Iced green tea.
[ cologne ]: ?Um.
[ brand of sneaker ] : Nike.
[ activity ] : ;}
[ fruit ] : Mango, Kiwi, Watermelon, Honey Dew, Cherries. A LOT. I <3 fruit.
[ juice ] : Cranberry.

[d o y o u ...?]

[ do you like school ] : ;/
[ do you like to talk on the phone ] : Yep.
[ do you have your own phone line ] : Yep.
[ do you like to dance ] : Sure.

[l a s t t i m e y o u ...]

[ last time u showered ]: Morning.
[ worked out ] : Not too long ago.
[ cried ] : A few minutes ago.
[ went to a movie ] : A while ago.
[ talked on the phone ] : Morning.
[ wished u were somebody else ] : ;|

[r a n d o m]

[ where would you love to travel to? ] : Tokyo, Hawaii, Sweden, Italy. A LOT of places.
[ whats ur middle name? ] : I have two. Charisma. Sherie.
[ is ur hair color natural? ]: Yes.
[ do u have a cell phone? ] : Yes.
[ whats ur online screen name ] : bugjuicecandy.
[ what do u want to do with your life? ] : A LOT.
[ last time you went bowling] : Whew. Long time ago.
[ are u any good at bowling ] : Not necessarily.
[ last time u went to the doctor ] : Weeks ago.
[ do u have a credit card ] : No.
[ do u consider urself a "nice" person ] : Uh-huh.
[ last book ]: Currently am reading a book.
[ are u stressed out? ] : Hm.
[ do u believe in angels? ] : I fell in love with the book series Forever Angels.
[ what are u driving now? ] : I don't have a car.
[ u help pay for it? ] : N/A.
[ do u think ur spoiled? ] : No.
[ do u like mustard? ] : Yes.
[ have u seen the exorcist? ] : Not fully, no.
[ how bout dumb & dumber? ] : Yep.
[ ever been skydiving? ] : No.
[ number of piercings ] : 3


( it's your birthday ) [05 Jun 2003|09:12pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Today was my sister's birthday. ;D! She's 10. Happy birthday, Cheyenne.


( typetype ) [01 Jun 2003|05:13pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Uh-oh, I'm in a mood. Extremely annoyed with everything. Or maybe I have reason to be annoyed. Eitherway, I don't know. BLEH.


( mmm ) [01 Jun 2003|12:01am]
[ mood | impressed ]

Liquid Todd has managed to mix 50 cent and Nine Inch Nails. It sounds fucking great. I am very impressed. He mixed 'In Da Club' and 'Closer (fuck you like an animal)


( I am sorry ) [31 May 2003|09:03pm]
[ mood | ashamed ]

My grandmother's best friend died. She got cancer and was dying. My grandmother had just went to see her earlier today. I feel so bad because my grandmother and I got into an argument and I said something not so nice about Cecile. I'm sorry, Cecile. I really am.

1 bitch | rich

[26 May 2003|01:16am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Wtf is with people baring their member lists? BBC is your friend! I am so sick of getting emails from subscribers replying to all, promoting their zine. Fuck off. >\ My TOS clicker finger is getting agitated. I don't want to have to report you! Gr.

{end rant}

5 bitch es| rich

( it's time ) [25 May 2003|10:35pm]
[ mood | determined ]

It's time. I'm wasting my days. I have to go for it. And I will. No more slacking for me.


( drew-boo ) [25 May 2003|08:53pm]
[ mood | cool ]

How'd you like that fizz? Soon to see my man Andrew Sasson.

strawberry condom

You Are A Strawberry Flavored Condom!

Sweet, funky, and even a little bitter at times.

You're tasty enough to be popular, yet freaky enough to be unique.

Sometimes you get a little nasty in bed... but nothing too extreme!

What Flavor Condom Are *You*?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva

( bubble shot ) [21 May 2003|07:05pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Just came back from the doctor's. I got two shots. They didn't demand I do them but I mussled up the courage to say "let's get it over with." A tetnus. And some other shot I call "the bubble" as they stick a needle under your skin and then a bubble appears. I didn't see the creation of this bubble as I clenched my eyes shut. The tetnus will make my muscles sore. THX, doc. And the bubble annoys me because I'm afraid that I'll press it in. If I do that I have to get it done again. NOTHX.


[21 May 2003|04:21pm]
[ mood | sore ]

Look what Diana sent this sick girl beat greet. She is by far the sweetest thing. <3 ;} <3 The Used. -le sigh- Everything is that much sweeter. I found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing. ;D! I have a headache. And I know I'm really sick because my skin aches when something cold touches it. I was washing a carrot for bun-bun and the water was cold. -brrr- :\ But then comes The Used. And I'm A-OK. 1 of the 3 Arthurs is off so now Hey Arnold.


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